16TH OF OCTOBER 2011... AS USUAL I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND THE FIRST THING I DO IS CHECK THE TWITTER FOR MY BIG B'S POST, SO THAT I CAN REPLY . WHILE CHECKING THE TWEETS I FOUND OUT THAT BIG B HAD MENTIONED DEVANG JOSHI AN EF MEMBER...AS OBVIOUS HUMAN NATURE I FELT QUITE DEPRESSED, I ALSO DO TRY EVERYTIME BUT WHY DONT I GET A REPLY FROM THE PERSONA I LOVE THE MOST, I ADORE THE MOST?...ANYWAYS WITH A LITTLE HEAVY HEART I COMMENT ON HIS TWEETS AGAIN. DID REQUEST BIG B TO MENTION ONCE MY NAME IN TWITTER ATLEAST...
GOT UP FRESHENED UP AND READ THE NEWSPAPER..BUT STILL TIME DOESNT TEND TO MOVE FAST ON SUNDAYS...STARTED HELPING MY FRIEND ON HER PROJECT OF PAGE3 REPORTING...THANKS TO THE PROJECT THAT HELPED ME TO PASS TIME FASTER...BUT IN THE MIDST OF THESE I KEPT ON CHECKING THE IPHONE,HOPING TO SEE SOME MIRACLE HAPPEN WITH ME. HOPING TO SEE A NOTIFICATION IN TWITTER APP SHOWING- @SRBACHCHAN KANKANA LOVE YOU TOO......WOW WHAT A FEELING WOULD THAT GIVE BUT FOR THAT MOMENT IT WAS JUST A DREAM AND DIDNT SEEM TO HAPPEN IN REALITY. CONTINUED WITH MY WORK...
AT AROUND 11.40 A.M. MY CELL PHONE RINGS SHOWING ANTHONY BHAIYA...RECEIVED THE CALL AND FROM THE OTHER SIDE BHAIYA SAYS "KANKANA DID YOU CHECK THE BLOG?" , I REPLIED " NO BHAIYA NOT YET,BUT WHY?", HE REPLIED "CHECK THE BLOG BIG B HAVE REPLIED IN THE BLOG , HE REPLIED TO YOUR COMMENT TOO" ....PAUSE FOR A SECOND ON MY SIDE...THEN I SPEAK,"BHAIYA ARE YOU KIDDING?IT ISNT A JOKE RIGHT?", HE SPOKE" JUST OPEN AND CHECK IT OUT".....OH MY GOD!!! HAVE ALREADY STARTED SCREAMING OUT OF EXCITEMENT, HANDS ALREADY STARTED SHAKING ,PRETTY CONFUSED WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW, WAS BEHAVING LIKE AN IDIOT...(BUT ON A NOTE FOR BIG B -SIR ITS NOT MY FAULT TO BEHAVE AS AN IDIOT,ALMOST EVERYONE DOES IF THEY GET SUCH NEWS)...
TRIED TO OPEN THE LAPTOP BUT OH GOSH!!! THE ANTI VIRUS KEEPS ON CHECKING THE HARD DRIVE ....CANT WAIT FOR A SINGLE MOMENT...I CALL UP MY BEST FRIEND RIKI IN NOIDA AND ASK HER TO CHECK IT OUT AND SEND ME A SNAP IN MY BLACKBERRY...TOOK A FEW MOMENT TO MAKE HER UNDERSTAND AND THEN SHE DOES AS TOLD...MY BB PINGS AND I SEE THE PICTURE...O MY GOD,O MY GODDDD!!!....ITS TRUE...ALMOST GONE MAD...CALLED MY DAD SHOWED MY MOM...THEY ARE EQUALLY EXCITED AS I AM...LUCKILY MY LAPTOP OPENS AND SOON I OPEN UP THE BIGADDA PAGE AND THEN TO THE COMMENTS AND THEN SCROLL DOWN TO NUMBER 4 COMMENT,DOWN TO THAT IN A YELLOW HIGHLIGHT SHOWS MY GODS COMMENT- "KANKANA...LOVELY MEETING ALL OF YOU"
KEPT ON READING THAT ONE LINE HIGHLIGHTED IN YELLOW ,TIME AND AGAIN AND PINCHED MYSELF TWICE...ULTIMATELY BELIEVED IT... THE FIRST THING I DID IS THANKED MY BIG B,MY IDOL,MY GOD (BIG B). SECONDLY UPDATED MY FACEBOOK STATUS...WAS FEELING AN INNER PRIDE WHILE UPDATING IT...
THANK YOU GOD FOR HEARING MY INNER VOICE. ITS HARD TO DIGEST AS TODAY IN THE MORNING I WAS FEELING BAD AND HOPING TO RECEIVE A COMMENT...AND IT GOT FULFILLED...ITS SO TRULY SAID THAT- IF YOU WANT SOMETHING WHOLE HEARTEDLY IT SURELY GETS FULFILLED...I WANTED WHOLEHEARTEDLY TODAY AND GOD HELPED ME...WISH MY BIGGEST DREAM OF WORKING WITH BIG B , GETS FULFILLED VERY SOON...I WORK HARD EVERYDAY ,EVERY MOMENT FOR IT...BIG B LOVE YOU LOTS ...WILL CONTINUE LOVING TILL I DIE...AAPKO MERI UMAAR LAAG JAAYE SIR...
LOVE N RESPECT
KANKANA CHAKRABORTY- A CRAZYYYY FAN
